i'm always so cold
and it's strange
the way i feel changed
but just the same
i pointed out to a boy,
(some boy i was with in his car
and i guess we were going on a date,)
where you and i used to live
i said,
"this is where i totaled his car"
he gave me a look
and i said, "he wasn't even mad,
that was when we were happy"
and the boy said,
"he's crazy for not loving you.
he's a jerk; forget him."
but by now i've heard that
from every boy
i try to replace you with
and they just seem to be
so young
so classless
reaching for my jeans
and tugging on my waist
leaning in to kiss me
smiling at me and
saying they are d